It's one of those days...

Today is one of those days, when I doubt the meaning of all that I do for my kids, especially my daughter.
It's one of those days, after a rather long interval, when I question, Why me?
It's one of those days, when I question my true life vision. Where am I heading? Where is she leading me?
It's one of those days, when I felt truly exhausted; not physically, but mentally.
It's one of those days, when I felt like a total failure. That all my sacrifices are in vain.
It's one of those days, when I felt like giving up. Are there anything that I can ACTUALLY do?
It's one of those days, when the future seemed so far, unreachable.
It's one of those days, when I felt so small, so insignificant. What is my worth?
It's one of those days, when the distrust and anger towards man is so powerful, it's overwhelming.

But I have to keep on reminding myself;
I have to Pray, Pray, and keep on Praying for His Grace and learn to Trust Him more.

A friend sent an SMS to me this morning, which is just at the right time - to remind me of God's Word.

"Whatever happens (not at certain situation, not when you feel like it, but in every thing that happens) conduct yourselves (don't expect others to do it, but conduct yourself) in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ!"